there’s just this reminder …
of how things have been….
‘fore my mind would play these tricks on me

funny how it blacks out on me
in the middle of a word
and suddenly someone seems strange to me

chorus:
power shutdown in all that’s grey
where all my memories used to stay
don’t blame me if i don’t recognise you
– – – he’s demented……

Sitting in-between the crowd
but feeling alone
none of the faces ring a bell to me

i’m frightened ‘bout this lack of all
I’m missing the link
the knowledge is missing – it is all a blur….

chorus:
power shutdown in all that’s grey
where all my memories used to stay
don’t blame me if i don’t recognise you
– – – he’s demented……

I really like to know who you are?
Sitting at my bed..
You seem familiar but I can’t place the name

You look so sad but I don’t know
What you’re sad about
I’m getting a feeling that it might be me…

chorus:
power shutdown in all that’s grey
where all my memories used to stay
don’t blame me if i don’t recognise you
– – – he’s demented……

I’ve forgotten what there is to forget
only clouds that remain
now what’s the use in remembering how to breathe

if now my heart ended beating
would I even know
or would my existence here on earth just stop…

The quest is started once you look around
with tears in your eyes you enter the world
so many impressions, your senses all scream
welcome to the start of living your own dream

Beginning your journey into the life that lies in front
only begun and so much to gain
the many impressions makes your senses all scream
go passed the start of living your own dream

chorus:
You won’t know what to find
For any door, what’s behind
So, not knowing, take the dive
And enter the Tunnel of Life

Once you’ve started there is no turning back
Just follow along and see what it brings
All the impressions sometimes make you want to scream
Here and there it feels like walking in a dream

Remember you started such a long long time ago
You looked at the world with tears in your eyes
There’s been impressions for both laughter and for scream
Sometimes you wondered, is life actually a dream

chorus:
You won’t know what to find
For any door, what’s behind
So, not knowing, take the dive
And enter the Tunnel of Life

Instrumental

As soon as the guns fire, chaos starts to rule
people just look for a route to escape
but in panic don’t know what to do

yet there’s nowhere to hide, nowhere to run
a slight chance to stay alive
what can they do when destruction moves in
and destroys all their lives

all of those lives gone in the blink of an eye
one man’s cause is an other man’s death
based on truth or based on lies
live goes on like it has so long

it’s the will to go on
that can join us as one
that can grow above terror
and survive…

Paris, november 13th 2015
130 people were killed in a terrorist attack…

If all that we do is part of a bigger plan
then why are there so many souls pushed aside and then
are they but sacrificed for a greater cause
if nature strikes we have to abide its laws

when waves are rolling in too big for tide
and houses collapse like a rollcoaster ride
and power plants die in the ruin of all
you can be stoic or not but i think it feels like…

betrayal

social discoveries talk of surrender
of finally giving in to nature’s agenda
while men thought it lasted without new criteria
nature is starting a humanless era

for earth to recover from it’s manmade wounds
and everything else to start anew
to get rid of dinosaur T-man
and see what nature’s fresh state
can do for life 

If all you can hear is but the noise of guns
and all you can think of is hide for the falling bombs
when will the rest be back of your former life
but explosions hit and you need to dive

it sounds like thunder but this is men made
bricks of the walls fall down by the builders betrayed
the glow in the air isn’t natures choice
for ages to come this place is gone which feels like

betrayal

there’s someone knocking at my door
he wants to know what he’s looking for

Is it here, the reason that he left his home
could it be, that there is no greater plan
just a scam

the lonely traveller

is there someone on his back
one that doesn’t want the truth be found
is there risk in what he does
are there forces playing with his head

again someone who came upon my door
i felt the other one was who he was looking for

Is he here, he shouted going through my home
can it be, he is looking for that man
without a plan

he seems to follow on his steps
hunts the trail as if he was a hound 
it looks he lives for all this rush
get the man either alive or dead 

I’ve lost his track
the hounds have lost his scent
we go from path to path
I know in time we’ll catch him
talks and questions
been on his back

we want to know what he knows
if he knows the reach of all our plans
or if he guessed what lies behind
and who he talked to in the end

our tail is catching him
we’re gonna find him soon
we watched his every move
every move.. every move..

We’re getting near
we found an address, a location where he’s been
we’ll close the net, tie the rope
leave no place where he can go

Stay out of sight, but keeping close
until too late for him to go
And then we’ll get him
He won’t know what hit him
We’re good to go

And once that we have caught him
he’ll tell us what he knows
We have our ways to do that
have our ways..  have our ways….

The cornerstone of all I’ve done and learned
is how I lived upon this earth
but lately I have come to question what I see around….

watch the news or read the papers
see that everything is wrong
now tell me that you didn’t see!!!
what do you expect for it to be….!

I want to know  if there’s some agency
responsible for all
or if indeed there is a greater power
showing us its force

and what I find I’ll tell the public,
they should know what goes around
I will tell them what I see
don’t know what to expect but I’ll let it be….     

I feel that I’m followed

I escaped from what was after me
Felt but never seen
The truth is close I know
but dare not to proceed, I value life…

I am no martyr
does the public even really want to know
or do they want to rest in peace
don’t know what comes but let it be….

away she goes
between the stars her route will lead
and he knows the path is never really safe
where she flies a thousand galaxies will pass along the way

as long as the afterburner burns…

Through hyperspace the journey goes
a meteor storm that wasn’t seen…..

Computer System’s breaking down
main thrusters lack the power to move us out the way

no chance the afterburner burns… 

keep your head down!!
my mama said to me
while she passed the door
on her way to heaven
closing other doors behind her now….

and keep your head down
was the last thing she said to me
passing away
on her way to heaven
while the echo of the shot was heard

I was a lonely child
living in a neighbourhood where
danger played with whoever walked
and whoever talked and whoever came to be in places in the wrong time

growing up at the wrong end of fate
no opportunities granted
in the class where it ended
and they talked and were shocked
how i ended up in places in the wrong time

but I’ll keep my head down
as mama said to me
while she passed the door
on her way to heaven
that door is closed forever now…

• a 15 year old boy that was caught last week
  has been charged earlier today
  with the murder of a 10 year old girl,
  a neighbour living in the same street as him
  prosecution is pursuing to have him tried as an adult